Suddenly i just feel so tired,both physically and mentally. Feel that i have so many commitment that is making me really unhappy. To be precise, it's really unhappy. I am not blaming anyone for that, because deep down i know i am the one who brought everything upon myself. At times,i really envy people for being able to remain carefree and just concentrate on things which they want to do; and as a result i chose to be irrational in my decisions and this made me VERY remorseful and ashamed of myself. Why should i push myself to the limit when i know that i may not be able to them well? I seem lost-_- but i guess i just got to keep going.
SORRY for becoming so irresponsible when it comes to religious stuff :( I am really trying my best to juggle my time already; perhaps i need some time people!
Steffi:)