My brain does not seem to be functioning well because it seems to be so loaded with stuff and issues which made me simply unable to react with anything. I am sick and tired of everyone and everything. Suddenly, feel that i am such a failure or nothing but a troublemaker, really. Feel that unleashing my emotions to her, yet do not wish to increase her burden.
没有期望,就不会有希望。
没有希望,也就不会有失望。
而我是否已开始变得绝望了?