ppl once says that in a relationship, its all about give and take, while sometimes i seem another viewpoint in regards to this. What if self-reflection is done by one party and the result is still the same. When the other one dun seem to open up to you, dun even know how hard you are trying to change, trying to make the other party to be happier, this all equate to one's effort gone down the drain!
The worst feelings one will ever get is not anger or hatred. To me, its just being disappointed or sad. While, in my 19 years of life, i simply hate feeling sad. No reason to this.
Gosh! I really cannot concentrate on my studies,though i made a pact to myself that i will not come online but i simply need a medium to vent my feelings, if not perhaps i will go bonkers! So glad to see most of my friends all managed to finish their exams :D well done guys! Now, i simply cannot wait for thurs to come and done it once and for all!
Hais, family stuff is making me so stressed up, well maybe i should really grow up and be more sensible alr.
Sometimes, i really hate to have sweet and great memories in my lil heart.
Ppl may ask why? Well, i am so scared that all this will just be temporal and in the next moment i've alr lost all of them. So what's the pt of having them. It will only mk me sadder.
perhaps you will never know the right way for me to feel better;
i want my cherie pig; i miss her! Becos i know my place in her heart is simply irreplacable :(
Steffi:)