IT's GOOD FRIDAY todayy, happy for the fact that i need not hve to report for work and the fact that my bebe can book out todayy..but its KINDA BORING cause i've no much programme planned for today. Initially, i thought that maybe after dance pract can go out w youu, but guard-duty is so tiring so i guess i shdnt jus throw my tantrums and fret over that. But, im still happy w the fact that we managed to spend sm time tgt in the morng to hve BREAKFAST!!! =)
*yay! finally saw u in ur army uniform haha!
Tml, i ve ndp training and this time round, i cant miss it again because i simply feel that its just irresponsible to jus go and sign up, yet keep missing the trainings =/
Hais, feeling v boredd now!
So irritating, but i dun like the idea of always doing the routline stuff, cos its so common..Its like movies, eating, workg, gosh!! like everytime im doing all this..
but somehow its who u spend tm w doing all these that makes a difference! Met jes for a while in town ytd and we tried to do sm window shoppg to look for her ideal belated bday present. =) glad she is feeling happier haha!
sighz.
guess its just different ppl hve different pts of views and ways of doing things. Just like i want it this way, yet u may think its unnecessary or unreasonable.
But somehow, hve you question yourself this,
" Is those things i hve done for the other party out of my own will because i hve to do it, ot is it out of my own will because i want you to feel my extra efforts or concern? "
HAHA
guess i'm feeling alittle E-M-O
actually, at times i m rather confused, thus i started pondering and reflectg to the things i ve done and what i actualli wanted. Perhaps, when the light of hope is being lit, there's when i noe wad i shd do.
Steffi:)