hais lotsa stuff happened...
finally gotten back my results, well wonder is it heaven playing tricks with me again or i shd rephrase it in another way and say that up till now, i ve always been like that, so lousy and so disappointing. Everyone has always told me that no one is dumb and everyone ll definitely has their talents in one way and another. Wells, i guess for me, i am yet to find my usefulness, and all i noe is to find trouble and bring shame to you. I'm really sorry =( Though everytime i sweared i ll definitely do u proud and work hard, but in the end, all i could say is sorry! Everytime, i let you worry abt my stuff and you hve to tkcare of the entire family, despite of ur poor health, you sacrifice everything to this hse esp me, i am really Sorry, really. If there's a choice to choice another daughter in ur nx life, i hope u dun choose me cos i feel that i ve only bring trouble and inflicted pains within u. Though, u are really a good mummy and i love u a lot but i really feel v guilty towards you. And now, i am really confused and feeling v low but i guess i deserved it.
AHH!!
was feeling kinda hurt today by words said.
What to do?
CAnt blame others who say it intentionally or not? Cos i only hve myself to blame seriously.
Woner if i still can make it thru? Wonder if miracle will happen and i ll be admitted to ntu or nus, i really hate the idea od retaking everything all over again, but im not sure if whicb decision shd i mk... Can anyone just tell me how to do?
Steffi:)